UPDATE: At 8:30 last night I went outside AGAIN and called and called for the cat and after about 10 minutes I hear MEOW–he came back! Little bastard!

One of my cats got outside–he likes to sneak out–and we cant’ find him anywhere. I have been out looking for nearly 6 hours and still can’t locate him.

I am not happy at all and I sure hope he comes back on his own because I’ll be lost without him.

The bitch is back

That’s about all I can say really. It’s very difficult to see and hold my focus, I’m having a lot of head aches and nausea along with being deaf on one side and all that goes with adjusting equilibrium thereafter.

Recovery will take a while and I’ll get back to bitching but for not, I just wanted to say I’m not dead (yet).

Chad here with a update.  She went through the surgery ok and was moved out of the ICU into a normal room.  I have talked to her a couple times and she is sounding better each time.

Well, I had all my doctor’s appointments and am cleared for surgery on March 6.

I have had to take off all my jewelry and my acrylic nails so now I’m naked and very nervous about the surgery.

I guess you could say that I’m more internally nervous than externally. I don’t know why but I just don’t see beyond the surgery–in other words–I don’t think I’ll make it through surgery. I don’t know why I feel that way other than the fact that I’m always negative anyway. With any luck, I’m wrong and everything will turn out just fine.

The worst of it is yet to come when I am done with surgery and have to deal with the loss of hearing on one side and the balance and nausea that goes along with it. I also learned many appalling things at my appointments. I learned that I can’t shower for about 3 days after surgery which does not work for me AT ALL! I told the doctor I’m fat–I NEED to shower daily but that’s a no go. I also found I am going to have a catheter for several days and that is just so appalling to me I can’t tell you. They’re operating on my HEAD not my crotch. It just appalls me that anyone will be messing about with my lady bits! Mind you, I would go naked all the time if I could (in public) but to have someone messing with my bits is a whole different story. I also was told that I will not be getting out of bed for 2-3 days, not sitting up for 3-4 days and hospitalized 5-6 days. Oh what fun fun fun.

I am so not happy about that whole thing