Well it’s a good thing I mentioned it already so I don’t have to do it again. I HATE FUCKING DOCTORS. I went to the neurosurgeon yesterday about my tumor. He was arrogant and offensive but that’s no surprise. Of course he immediately felt the need to tell me that my weight problem needs to be addressed and that it would be almost impossible to do surgery on the tumor in my EAR CANAL because of my weight. Yeah, I see how that could be difficult. NOT! He claimed that because I’d have to lay on my side it would be difficult. I said yeah well, I sleep on my side so there should be no problem. Of course he continued on.

At this point I am very disgusted and don’t know what to do. My “best” option according to him is radiation to make the tumor stop growing. No matter what they do whether it’s radiation or surgery, I’m not going to get rid of the ringing in my ear or get back the hearing I’ve already lost.

If I do nothing at all, the tumor will continue to grow though he assures me it is very slow growing I will continue to lose more and more of the hearing in that ear.

I’m just pissed off that I can’t go to a fucking doctor who doesn’t feel the necessity to preach to me about my weight. Yeah yeah yeah I know, it’s not healthy blah blah blah but the way they act you’d swear I didn’t know that I was fat.

In the meantime, I suffer with ringing in my ear and lost hearing and ponder what to do about it.

I really think I need a 2nd opinion.

I HATE FUCKING DOCTORS